As of late, I’m very a lot reminded my previous self 14 years in the past, once I first began studying Korean. I’ve been just about obsessive about studying Thai and attempt to spend most of my free time on the language, to the extent that I’m procrastinating on different issues that I *ought to* do. Or perhaps even utilizing Thai as a ‘official’ excuse to do postpone the dread of dealing with different stuff. Haha it’s okay, general it’s nonetheless a really wholesome relationship with the language.
I haven’t felt this stage of enthusiasm for languages for a very long time, and I’m simply grateful that Thai makes me really feel this fashion. Generally I’m wondering if I can take into account myself as a ‘language lover’ within the sense that I take pleasure in studying languages basically, or I’m a specific-language lover haha. It’s okay, we are able to do what we wish.
I preserve considering again of 14 years in the past the place I used to be completely immersed in Korean. It helped to heal a few of the harm I used to be feeling again then, and anchored me to one thing. It’s additionally the calming anchor for me now, though I have to cease myself from actually eager to ignore each non-necessary factor in my life now to give attention to it lol. Stability, lady, steadiness. However I’m excessive like this and have all the time been so.
However the one big factor that’s completely different? Stamina. Lol. Sorry, 14 years later, I really feel it arduous to sit down in entrance of the desk for hours and I’m continuously feeling like I ought to retire to mattress lol. I ought to do one thing about it, however alas, my enthusiasm has all gone into languages. See? I want steadiness. *sigh*
I’m watching two absolute Thai drama gems in a row and I’m simply tremendous scared that I can’t discover the subsequent drama to maintain up that stage of euphoria I’m feeling. I’m nonetheless not over Keep in mind You and my favorite Tanwa—who’s very near my superb kind, though I can’t fairly inform if it’s my superb fictional kind or not. You understand, the extremely good, brooding, logical, aloof, onlynicetohislove kind of men. LOL. However yeah, his half-smiles, half-smirks are killing me. 😂
Then I moved to watching Unhealthy Buddy, which has the most effective, most healthful couple ever. I understand how everyone seems to be saying this drama tops the BL style, however I believe omg it tops the romance style. Like woah. Pat and Pran are relationship targets. I like how there’s a lot respect for one another they usually attempt to work issues out collectively. And omg the best way they take a look at one another and all. My coronary heart can’t take it. Yeah my fiction kind is the chilly aloof kind, however PatPran is completely what a healthful and heat relationship is about. Pat is my favorite. He loves wholeheartedly and isn’t afraid to point out it, but he’s so respectful on the subject of boundaries and he waits for Pran to be prepared, nudging him gently at instances, however by no means forcing himself on him. The place can we get a companion like him? 😭😭😭😭
I’m tremendous jaded on the subject of folks, however I’m so pleased to see such an incredible couple, which is uncommon even within the fictional world. Pat and Pran will stick with me for a protracted whereas, and it’s positively a drama I’d like to rewatch, time and again. And might we speak about Korn being the cutest good friend and the way Ink and Pa wants their very own collection????
It’s going to be a present that I’m rewatching yearly 🙂 Hopefully someday, I’ll perceive much more with out subs!